justin

me=]

2009-12-20T00:23:00.002+08:00

gou ai

2009-12-19T03:03:00.001+08:00

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2009-10-08T21:06:00.004+08:00

din blog for so long~~~ so im gonna blog now~~~
life is good so far~~~
passed all my subjects~~~
but things din go so well with my itp~~
ouh well. its best i continue next sem~~

hope everyone does well with thier itp.
anyways,sch gng start soon ler~~~
hope everyone's doing well=]

today baby start sch ler~~
hope u dun fall asleep in class^^
hahas!!!!
we're together for like 1year and 3months ler..
gng thru alot of things tgt(thick and thin)
i realise dat if u love someone alot, its not so hard to maintain a relationship.
yea there maybe quarreling at times.
but in the end, we still love each other

dats all for now^^ gng bak to slp(LOL)

baby

2009-06-19T21:42:00.002+08:00

Our anni was just 2 days ago. it was our 11th anni=] im so happy to be with her all these while and i dont regret dying now dat i have such a beautiful girlfriend by my side.
for her to leave me is like the end of the world.

so many happy times we spent tgt. i love all the things we did and i did not regret a single bit into taking u as my gf.

i know now u have ia and times are though for us but i hope we hang on to each other for support.

i really nid u.

i really love u.

and u know dat.

i dont care whether my love for u is more den ur love for me.

all i just want is for u to be by my side.

dats all im asking from u baby.

maybe not physically by my side cuz u are busy these few days.

but when ur having fun in ur work place, pls think of me baby.

my heart would be contented just knowing dat ur thinking of me.

i love u baby. and no matter where we are, ur right here with me, yup, right here in my heart.
and nobody's ever gonna take dat place in my heart except for u.

cuz my love for u never dies, my true love

=[

2009-06-19T20:41:00.003+08:00

im so sad now:'(
y is my life like this???
y! y! y!

baby i wanna spend more time with u=[
baby i wanna love u more=[
baby i really nid u more=[
baby i wan u to love me more=[
baby im so upset right now,
no one is here for me now

whr is everyone when i nid them to most?

every single mark on my skin is my own doing.
the burning pain every single second,
is just nothing compared to what i feel inside.

in the end i'll just cry, wither, and die

coming back

2009-06-16T22:58:00.002+08:00

yep i came back from aussie on thursday night~~~ hahas~~~
and spent 3 days with my baby~~
den she went for i.a. yesterday(which was monday)
sorry man i dun have the pics for the aussie trip yet but i will post it all out soo=]

i shall type out wad i wrote in my ipod in australia bah=]

(trip was from sunday morning to thursday night)
10pm - sunday night
damn i slept the whole day and my family went out shopping~~~ wadda waste

1.29am - monday night
im so missing u baby dat i cant slp at all:( my heart is so pain.
haizT_T baby i nid u so much.
its no fun without u.
i miss the times we spent tgt:'( sobbs.

monday morning - went to china town square and the patty market. bought stuffs and saw alot of ppl doing melbourne shuffle. cool.
went to queen victoria building after dat.
use wireless there cuz free.
drank smoothie den go buy groceries den went hm.

now i cant slp. i wanna hug baby to slp:(
emo:(
waiting for thurs. den can go bak sg. den can see darling. btw im staying at oaks goldbrough hotel, in a penthouse. its near a harbour called darling harbour.

tuesday morning-
i went to the blue mountains with a tour group for dat day. the tour group only 12 ppl lor.
missing baby now:( blue mountains so high. imagine breathing in the clouds!!

now in lucas cave
super dark inside u cant even see ur own hands. lucky got lights=]

wednesday morning-

went out to darling harbour. purchased tickets for whale watching. went back to hotel for macdonalds( they have triple cheeseburger)
den rest awhile ler went to darling harbour again to board a small cruiser and we set out to sea:)
kinda fun dwn there. saw the sydney opera house and lots of dolphins and yea, whale:)
damn fun. hahas . spent 5 hours in sea den went back. damn fun. wished u were here to see it with me baby:(

wednesday night-
baby i really nid u right now:(

thursday morning going home ler~~~
went to harbour side shopping centre to shop a while den went home
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

ok done~~~

back in sg
monday i went to play basketball with brinal(dog) and melvin(slime) and ah long(cute small boi)
and ah ben(another cute small boi)

had fun den after dat eat some food den went to fetch baby from her i.a.
she confirm work damn hard de. im trying not to stress her up so much=]
now she needs alot of support from me and the least i can do is fetch her from work everyday=]]
i know we both can go through it tgt=]

p.s ily baby~~~

gng to australia

2009-06-06T11:22:00.002+08:00

heys im going to australia today and i think its gonna be so fun=]
however, i really dun feel like going~~~
i will miss someone so much='[
i really miss my dear dear=[

i love u so much n i really want u to be here with me right now...
but dun worry my baby,
i'll come back for u darling

going 11 months tgt ler leh dear~~~
hehe

after dat would be 1 year, den 10 years, den 4ever with u=]
whooo~~~

so wait for me baby cuz i will be back for u=]

baby i love u and i know u love me so much too

so wait for me

HAPPY 10TH ANNI

2009-05-17T23:42:00.006+08:00

just about 1 hour to our end of our day of 10th month anni!!!! whooo!! ore months 1 year ler leh

name: justin <3>
type: couple
status: loving each other alot!
date: 17-07-08
month: 10 months tgt

she is my one and only~~~
i love her alot~~~
happy 10th month anni dear
i love u alot
yar la i know today we didnt meet but for the last 2 days i was at ur house ma=]
and someone din ton with me~~~ haiyer~~~

but ouh well~~~
u know i still love u and u OWE ME ONE NIGHT TON!

baobei ur not just any girl
ur the most precious in my world,
u know i need u everyday
nothing else will get in my way,
ur the one i long to kiss
and truely spend my whole life with,
althought now izint dat early already
but baby wishing u a happy 10th month anni.

poem composed by justin
dedicated to cresentia<3>

p.s. i love you

to my dearest

2009-05-05T23:50:00.007+08:00

today went to class and did maths tutorial den break went to eat zha jiang mian~~~
den after dat went to networt server management
(did 2 damn practicals~~~ was gay shit)
tired like hell lo~~~

den after school my baobei fetch me from school( I AM SUPER LUCKY TO HAVE THIS GF )
tell me, which gf so good to fetch u from school?(MINE!!!)
today im so happy to have spend quality time with my gf~~ went to raffles place and shop around. den ate at toast box^^

after dat bought chippes(spelling error la hor)
spicy chicken and cheese!

den we went back to her house~~~ haiz
i also dunno y bt i did sth dat i totally regret(dun anyhow think)
quarrelled... and it was totally my fault...
im so sorry=[
i love my baby very much
i need her.

HOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i want u baby

pls forgive me
pls forgive me
pls forgive me
pls forgive me
pls forgive me
pls forgive me

clickhereif u wan me to prove to u dat im serious

2009-05-05T00:32:00.002+08:00

when im with u, i'll make every second count.
cuz i miss u, whenever ur not around.---nice song eh?
yea it is another damn nice song from faber drive^^

ouh well~~~ im so bored now~~~ my baobei slp ler~~hehe
today watched xmen origin with baobei~~
cool show~~ kinda sad when 2 old ppl died(just took like 5 mins of the show)
and the part where wolverine's bro said"0oh~~~ shiny"
aiyo~~~ watch ler den u will understand~~~

ouh well~~ dats all for today

this cool diary

2009-04-29T23:26:00.001+08:00

totally like a diary~~~~ love this skin~~~ whoo~~~~ edited abit here and there(trying to act pro)

lawls~~~ loving cresentia

and the rest of u guys!!!!

sorry

2009-04-04T15:12:00.003+08:00

i am so sorry my dear for hurting u so much these few days~~~
in the end u tore up the paper and hated me later~~~
i really need u so much and i dun wanna lose u baby~~~
my life is oh so great with u and without u, it would suck like hell~~~
i promise u not to hurt and lie to u animore my dear~~~
i will try to do dat but if i cant, pls forgive me~~~
baby u are the wind beneath my wings, without u, i cant fly~~~
and its not that i dun care for u, i really do care~~~
just dat i dun express it so much recently only~~~
dun worry my dear, my care for u will come back soon~~~
u know i love u and i always will~~~
so pls forgive me my dear~~~
my heart only belongs to u<3

this is a poem by me for u-->
dear u know i love u,
dear u know i care,
after all these things we've been through,
u know im always there.

today

2009-03-30T21:14:00.001+08:00

today will be a short post... i kinda hurt my finger and now its bloody pain and swollen~~~ tmr gonna take x-ray see wad happen~~~ ouh well~~~

new blog

2009-03-29T21:34:00.001+08:00

okokokok im bak to blogging~~~~~

hols are damn fun^^ hahas~~~

I LOVE MY GF CRESENTIA~~~ dats wad i wanted to say

haha

2009-02-16T01:26:00.002+08:00

YO hoho~~~~

exams just this coming wednesday~~~ lol....
muahahas~~~ i own!!!

2 days to finish everything~~~~

its gonna be a head spinnning exam^^

u spin my head right round right round
when u go down when u go down down^^

sick

2009-01-28T21:58:00.002+08:00

damn fucking sick!

cough flu fever headache sore throat sore eye dizzyness!!!!

im gonna faint soon someone save me....

fuck the cny food!!!

fuck the weather!!!

and fuck my health!!!

someone save me!!! i dont wanna stay at home for 1 whole damn bloody week againT_T

hey hey

2009-01-25T11:47:00.002+08:00

HAPPY CNY EVERONE=] hahas~~~~ schools kinda stress recently so didnt blog><>

justin
hp-1%
fatique-0
studies-crap

but i have a good family, gf and friends and im proud of dat^^

LOVE YA'LL

last day seeing her b4 the 31st dec

2008-12-24T11:47:00.007+08:00

yesterday was fun...

firstly... in the morning, around 9.30 my dear callled me and woke me up^^

so i bathed and everything... den i went to her house~~~

she still sleeping(aww she looks so cute when she sleeps too)

den after dat we went with her mummy and her didi to buy her didi books~~~

buy ler we went to eat lunch... b4 lunch, her didi intro us to a damn nice waffle lo...

waffle inside got ham and cheese!!!! DAMN NICE CAN!!!

after dat we went to eat chicken rice dat my dear said was damn nice... it was kinda nice la... but

still not up to my expectations><

after dat went back her house and i slept... dunno wad they were doing...

well we left the house at 5 again and went to the flyer.... den it was kinda late so decided not to go and i wanted pool instead... luckily din take the flyer(stuck there for few hours)

so we went to suntec lo.... den i bought a buggy toy and the mickey mouse and mini mouse key chain dat when kiss the time, the eyes will close(gave my dear the minnie mouse) i'll show u guys the video^^ and then theres the 2 robots fucking(me controlling the robots, her bro taking the video)

den went to dounut fact aft dat^^ so nice the dounut with icecream on top!!!!

den went to carrefour den i played with her bro with the trolley... i sat in one time but most of the time he sit inside^^

den my dear was sad cuz her mummy dun wan buy the perfume for her...

so we played played played...

den aft dat my dear angry cuz she tired and stuff.... so i secretly went to buy the perfume^^....

den after dat they bought sushi to eat and i bought ice cream for my dear^^....

den she a lill more happy ler but still moody as always...

wehn we went out of the carrefour ler i saw her too moody den i gave her the perfume...

den her face like no change lo!!! i was sadded(heart shatter)

den went down ler she still fucking moody one lor... haiz(faints)

den when went out of suntec ler she become more happy abit..(maybe cuz i talk to her until she happy^^)

den aft dat went back to her house.... den ate sushi^^ dear wasnt so angry ler....

den we brought her doggy(faith) down den we went to the bridge~~~ was damn high up lo... from there can see the city^^ and the sea~~~ well well.... we just sat there and enjoyed...i love you baby<3

today im packing up and tmr im leaving~~~ coming back on 30~~~ hehe

this is at dounut fact^^

robots humping~~~

together we'll close our eyes and enjoy the moment

im so emo without my minnieT_T when i come back, ima kiss u and squeeze u tight

selling

2008-12-21T21:02:00.001+08:00

selling brand new 4gb cruzer mirco thumb drive--->S$25 (1 left)

pipctures

2008-12-21T20:40:00.004+08:00

if anyone tries to take her away, they will suffer hell

awesome

2008-12-20T01:29:00.002+08:00

a picture is worth a thousand words. However this picture is worth only three words, but these three words can describe my life. Baby my life is u. I LOVE YOU<3

lol

2008-12-19T00:53:00.001+08:00

lol this is so me

dear's birthday~~

2008-12-10T00:58:00.004+08:00

this morning i woke up... smile on my face... cuz its my dear's birthday^^
hahas~~~ first i was kinda rushed... den forgot to bring money ... argh... den das(dear's friend) sms me...

well... its okok
i got hidden $$ hehe~~~

den aft dat i left house straight and went to dear's house^^ hehe.... today i wear the mr messy shirt^^ looks nice.. lawls... well it suits me(mr messy) lawls

at her house we ate cup ramen.... watch spongeBOB... lawls.... den a while l8r we got ready~~~~
and den we left the house~~~ we went to red hill den trained to city hall den change to orchard... den we got lost?? amazingly... lawls... but it was fun... eventually we went to far east.... den dear and her friend, das, went shop fer a while....

after dat hor i bought the sausage and mashpotatoes for my dear and i bought b.b.f.(kinda some fish stuff and got vinegar which the smell is nose piercing)....

ok den i was full... den kenneth came and did sth weird( only me and dear and das know) hehe^^... grins*....

den we went to walk a while more... den went ps.... was thinking where to go... keep changing our minds~~~swensons or fish and co...
den dear ordered wad jungle freeze? its like GIGANTINORMOUS!!!!
den she also ordered fish and chips... she gave me somechips and fish....

ok den as planned, the fish and co crew came and told her to stand up.... but she shy so i say we all stand with her( lucky i fast speed think or else dear shy until dunwan stand den will run away)
hahas i rock^^ ok lawls.... continuing.... den we all stand.... the fish and co crew announced to everyone dat it was my dear's birthday and they sang one lame song.... one part was like, "where would u go, fish and co" totally DIAO........ den lastly, birthday song.... i totally sang^^

den after dat... got the cake... den l8r i asked dear to close her eyes..... den cuz das the mummy bought a neckless for her... so i kissed my gf and helped her put it on^^..... i know... how romantic... lawls....
i could see the look on her face!!!! awwwwww><

okok den we took some pics... after dat went pool.... and i kinda owned~~~ just dat i wasn't playing really well.... but nevertheless, i enjoyed today cuz i know i made my dear very happy^^

den we cabbed home and THE END~~~~

stay tuned to the next episode of

ADVENTURES OF JUSTIN~~~~
MUAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA

here are some pics^^

today

2008-12-06T22:32:00.003+08:00

B4 i start with my topic~~~ i'd like to thank my dear for giving me brownie(a soft toy^^ square shape and got bear face, 2 ears, ball tail><>

and i'd also like to thank boss(hudah), evil boy(xueting), sw(shiwei) and her dar(jh) *hehe*
for buying me something^^ and i met someone!!!! if u wanna know, den find out in today's episode of... Justin's adventures(birthday version) =.= lawls`~~

today was kinda a celebration of my bday combo with shermaine bday~~~
so we went to vivo at 11am=.= yar kinda early and we watched erm wads dat name again??? YAR!!! wild child~~~ whooo~~~
reviews---> wild child is a MUST WATCH show~~~ although bit girly la but somepart funny some part sad but well it was awesome!!! yea~~~ if u liked house bunny, u'll like wild child(almost similar story line, just dat abit different)

ok back to JUSTIN's ADVENTURES~~~
so b4 the show we went to eat at BK, and i realise sth was kinda suspicious, wad was dat??? dunno eh? well... read on..

they kinda were looking suspicious, maybe they were up to something, no idea, but they were having eye contact so hudah ---sending---data------>junhong--------received------
maybe they using infrared ba... lol

den after movie, we went to walk walk.... go the ship the bookfare but shiwei dun like the spot check so we din go den junhong so fast go home cuz of some business(shall not say cuz its privacy)

so we went to walk somewhere else lor~~~ den we saw the band thing!!!! outside vivo there got band competition lo... den they distrubute to us the brochure hor... AT 12pm actually got djmax competition!!! RAWR!!!!! shouldn't have watched the show den participate in the competition lor!!! haiyer!!!
oh well its over anyways... den got the band competition... alot of rock band siia~~~
damn nice lor~~~ hahas~~~ din know vivo actually so mani things>< hoop=".=">
den sw jump one time poke out the ball~~~ lawls.....

and den someone came^^ it was HIDER!!!! hahas!!! hahas u today wear until so nice huh~~~~ lawls~~~ and so i went to talk to her... din know is ps all my friends><><)
so just nice she actually was in the same cinema as me, went to look at the bands too, and finally met me at toys'r'us~~~ HAHAS!!! muz be fate lar!!! siblings are meant to meet^^

den i intro her to my friends den they all move to one side siiaT_T and only hudah talk to her cuz hudah sister is in the same sec schoo soccer team as chris^^ but i proud of hider lar^^ hehe hider jiayou in nationals~~~ and dun slack in ur studies too^^ u cfm get top in schoo de^^

den after dat i went with my friends and den xueting and hudah mia again but we(shiwei, shermaine and i) also dun care~~~ haha!! den after dat we walk out den i wan go toilet den spotted hudah and evil boy there lo~~~ haiyer~~

ok den go home ler~~~(im so missing my gf actuallyT_T) but really damn tired den my mummy also say during the movie she bring me out to eat... so bo bian muz go back home lo~~~~

den suddenly all my suspision came to an end~~~ hudah pass a bag of present to shermaine(i den knew wad they were up to!!! mauahhahaha) den hor!!! i also got siia!!!!! hehehehehehehehe.....
suddenly so happi><>

den my mummy bring me to bishan to eat xiao long bao^^ den now my mood abit better ler~~~~u muz be still thinking wad present they bought for me hor???
ask me^^

hahaha
ahhaha
hahaha
ahha
hahha
hahha
hahhaha
hhaha u got owned~~~

^^

2008-12-06T00:38:00.002+08:00

YO~~~~ exams are just over and today's maths gg cuz of mani careless mistakes~~~ well... hehe its ok^^

AS LONG AS I HAVE MY DEAR SUPPORTING ME~~~ everything will end well~~^^

3 more days to ur birthday dear~~~ one year older ler(just like me) haiyer i feel old siia><

nvm i still young at heart^^ im still the young and 'innocent' and 'cute' and 'adorable' boi in everyone's heart^^

muahhahaha~~~~~

dear recently this weirdo keep acting as ur name and posting weird tags loT_T i found out dat it was joella... y she so lame huh??? is she so despo for me?? siao one hor??? maybe i too shuai ler rite!!! hahas!!!! muz be... otherwise y she so despo~~~

well... dun bother this small piece of crap( sry to insult u joella but u went too far.)
nth can tear us apart... i'll stick to u like sth dat sticks to u forever(ok im being lame)
ily forever^^

tuesday ur bday better enjoy~~~ hehe~~~ spend ur whole bday with me^^
i'll make sure it wont be as memoriable as mine(2 exams, kenna kick by jh, kenna scolded by jh, kok, hw)

YAR ILY BABY FOREVER!!!! WHOOOOOOOOOO(im crazy)

mmy birthday

2008-12-03T21:42:00.002+08:00

well dats it my birthday just pass like dat~~~ kinda dissappointed cuz of 2 ffucking exam and "someone" kick my leg and 4 ppl scold me.... anyways thanks to e peeps who wished me happy bday^^ yar~~~ den went to mos burger with them after schoo~~~ xt still diet!!! rawr!!! muz eat!!

well its a "MEMORIABLE" birthday

T_T

2008-11-29T22:48:00.000+08:00

But now it's over,
it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over,
it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over

I'm falling apart,
I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart,
you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be,
over and over
We could be,
forever
T_T

blog song

2008-11-23T19:11:00.002+08:00

who loves my blog song??!!! hahahs~~~ if u love it please tag!!!!

if u hate it, tag too and tell me wad u hate about it^^

hahas~~~~ kinda sick now~~~ exams round the corner....

and first time exams during my birthday can!!! 3rd december taken up by exams(kinda emo)

okok wad a day

2008-11-22T00:13:00.004+08:00

lol wad a day^^ it was fun this morning^^ as i can see my dar(gay partner) xiao xue~~~ lawls!!!!

den also the rest of em lo~~~ we went to do the ideas and stuff

den after dat samuel ang SHIMIN also got come lor^^

den we do some work den play pool den go home lo~~~

halfway my gay partner went to schoo for gems test(hope u do well)

i went to meet baby after dat^^

den hor i bought one ORAGNE eclipse for her and a small gift^^ hope u like it baby~~~

its a small gift but i give it to u with a huge loving heart<3

den after dat i stayed at her house for a while den i go home lor~~~
DEN HOR!!!!

in the MRT!!!

got this big size muscle guy sit next to me~~~ ok, everything was actually fine lar....

DEN HE TALKED TO ME. HE SAY:"hi are u local?"

den i was like thinking wad the fuck!

den i said:"erm yar i am"

den he said:"dun mind can i have your number, i would like to be your friend"

den i say:"erm nah its ok"

den he say:"den email?, maybe we can keep in touch?"

den i say:" i no email"

den he say:" your house fone?"

i say:"my mummy always use so cant give, sorry"

den he say:"really cant arh?"

den i say:"sry cant lar"(im getting fucked up and abit scared but still reamianing calm)

den he say:"can i justhave your number, u really very cute leh, i wan be your friend"
(now i know he's total gay!!! wtf)
(hair stand lar!!!)
den i say:"erm sorry cant"

den when train stop at outram i kinda went out! den OMG HE FOLLOWED LAR!!!
den i was messaging xt wc and baby~~~ wc ask me run den i see his message ler i totally ran can!

run marathon around outram lo!!!! den i went back purple lineT_T

close shave!!! omg... now i realise...

moral of story(lessons we have to learn)
1.NEVER TALK TO STRANGERS
2.NEVER BE TOO HANDSOME OR GAYS WILL JIO U TOO!
3.NEVER INSULT SEBASTIAN!
4.BE GOOD TO XUETING

ok. done...
p.s. i love my baby till death^^

4th mth anni

2008-11-18T02:22:00.002+08:00

HAPPY ANNI BABY(belated) lawls~~~ ok it was yesterday~~~ hahas~~~ oh well~~
yesterday was fun^^ went to schoo a while den after dat went bowling den went to wait for baby lo....
no $$ to buy anni gift so i owe my baby one gift^^ den we went to buy bubble tea in the evening lo~~~ den she treat me cheesyhotdog again. i nvr drop it this time^^~~~ her mama coook lobster siia~~~ den i help open the pincers^^ hehe~~~

den after dat sat outside her house listen songs~~~ den i hear the song(tongue tied) wa damn nice^^^ hehe den i sing also den baby look at me den i dunno y suddenly shy><
she say i sing nice when i serious the time~~~~

den after dat i cabbed home cuz 11+++++ lerT_T now no money left for the week~~~ shall starve bah... the most die nia....

now just came home and just played audi with xiao xue^^ and wei wei^^ and junhong(slacker) lawls~~~~ dunno y i wanna play audi~~~ maybe is xueting influence me de... lawls~~~
now dling the stupid song thing again cuz i dat time dl ler but got error... Z

anyways~~~ i'll love my baby till death=] i will always remember y the earth is round. u've been through thick and thin with me and i hope my pretty pwincess will continue to love and care and understand me^^~~~ love u babaaaaaaaaaaaey

quiz

2008-11-16T22:56:00.004+08:00

1. the person that tagged you is?
chris, my hiyder twin

2.your relationship with him/her?
twin^^

3.your 5 impressions of him/her?
caring, nice, good to friends, soccer, basketball.

4.the most memorable thing he/she has done for you?
comfort me when i broke up with my ex.

5.the most memorable thing he/she said to you?
dunno~~~ but she said lots of nice things to me

6.If he/she becomes your lover, the thing he, she has to improve on will be?
she wont be my lover, she will always be my hiyder twin^^

7.if he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
chris will never be my enemy.

8.what is it you want to tell him/her right now?
thanks for being my good friend.

9.your overall impression of him/her?
great twin. lousy hider.

10.how do you think ppl around you feel about you?
good friend? bestest boyfriend? but i think i accidentally offended some ppl, no offfence^^.

11.the characters you love of yourself is?
hmms~~~ im weird^^ and random... dats wad makes me unique.

12.on the contary, the characters you hate of yourself are?
being so damn bad to my friend sebastian, makin fun of his WHITENESS. HAHAHAS!!

13.the most ideal person you want to be?
singer><>
14.for the people that care and like you, please say something to them.
i love u guys~~~~ please continue to support me^^

15.pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you.
1)wei wei
2)xueting
3)junhong
4)shan jie
5)chris
6)josephine
7)hudah
8)kang kor kor
9)alham
10)last but never the least, van jie

16.who is no.6 having relationship with?
erm she got bf but she dun wan say his name so, yar.

17.is no.9 male or female?
male

18.if no.7 and 10 were together, will it be a good thing?
erm nope, both females... lawls.

19.what is no.2 studyin about?
infocomm tech.

20.when was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
just this morning.

21.what kind of music band does no.8 like?
euro mix?

22.does no.6 has any siblings?
yes... just asked her~~~

23.will you woo no.3?
yea we just dated not long ago but he change target to weichong and sam... u muz be thinking WTF??!!! just kidding lar....

24.what about no.7?
nope, she's my boss~~~

25.is no.4 single
yea~~~ i guess so for now~~~

26.what is the sir name of no.5?
yip-au <-----dats the coolest sir name!!! rawr

27.what's the hobby of no.10?
S.H.E?? hahahs.. correct me if im wrong k?

28.where is no.2 studyin at?
sp.same class as me^^

29.talk about something for no.1
she's kinda a very good friend... really very good friend lo... everything also help me

30.have you ever tried developing feelings for no.8?
omg he's my kor kor and im not gay! rawr

31.where does no.9 lives?
woodlands.

32.what colour does no.4 likes?
hmms its my jie@_@ erm wad colour arh>< ORANGE!!!
33.are no.1 and no.5 best friends?
they dun even know each other.

34.does no.1 have any pets?
lobster~~~ HAHAHAS!!!

35.is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
no such thing as sexiest person in the world. everyone is beautiful^^

36.what is no.10 doing now?
chim question~~~she doing nth

today

2008-11-16T01:16:00.003+08:00

i think ima write a long post today, so just sit back, relax, and hopefully, enjoy^^
so this morning was as boring as usual.
woke up to a lazy saturday and the first thing i did was open my eyes~~~
den i thought of my gf, so i messaged her.... and my message to her was kinda of an anger message....
i am really sorry
=[ yea nobody in their right mind would like to wakey to an anger message...
haiz really sorray...
den after dat hor...
i went online to talk to hong weeee den he also lazy lazy de~~~
den xueting came online, so i talk to her a while den we went audi for a while^^
after much encouragement from her, i began to like audi><>
so well in the end nvr go study... i was kinda moody all day lo=[
one day without baby is a sad day...
so i decided to fetch her after her audi guild outing..
im glad dat her guild members treat her well, at least my baby did have fun....

ok this part is for u baby----> remember no more buttons<-----

hahas~~~ kidding....
anyways we went to her house downstairs lar...
den i watched her eat...
after dat she buy cheesy hotdog for me lor (it was the best cheesy hotdog i ever tasted)
den we bought bubble tea~~
after dat we walked back den i pass one bubble tea to her bro lo...
den he also wan cheesy hotdog ma...
den i ready damn lazy so i dun feel like followin him to buy lo...
den after dat i eating half way den he go copy my actions...
den i wanted to say something den my CHEESYHOTDOG DROP ON THE FLOOR!!!! RAWR... jitao no mood lo....
like one small boy liddet...
but the funny part is dat drop ler hor den i look, den followed by dear and her bro look...
den all give the stun face><>
but i really damn no mood lo...
at dat moment i felt like crying and going home, dunno y got this feeling...
maybe the cheesyhotdog is my baby buy for me de dats y lo....

after dat hor we went to her house...
den she help me wash wash wash my face^^
den go do alot things to my face><
now my face smooth smooth le oh^^
ty baby^^

u know baby...
i've never grew tired of u once...
i am really serious about u....
i really need u in my life...
wa today u really damn pretty leh~~~~ next time go out with me muz wear liddet lar~~~ HAHAS~~~ den hor when in ur house u damn cute lor>< + ur actions~~~ SWEET@_@
I LOVE YOU

ilu baby

2008-11-11T22:10:00.002+08:00

hello~~ this post is specially for my darling~~~ ilu baby, i know i've been unreasonable and selfish at times but muz still leep on forgiving me k? no one's to be blamed except me.

yar we are not fighting so much anymore and loving each other more and more, i hope i continues to get better everyday^^

i really love u and want to continue loving u more and more everyday^^ and although we may not meet each other everyday but i will still be in ur heart baby<3

lawls

2008-11-10T22:31:00.003+08:00

hehe dat day they all come to my house i got flawless for dani california^^ but too bad i forgot to take the photo~~~ so today i sang again den i got flawless again... my brother kenna stun.. he say i sing too well ler lar~~ hahas^^ this time, i got the pic~~~ i played hard mode this time.. owning...

today i bought the skateboard~~~ here are some pics^^

today

2008-11-10T17:20:00.002+08:00

today went to buy my skateboard~~ went to queensway shoppin center~~

khairul, xuan yu, wei chong, junhong and wei wei followed me there~~~

den we walked around like siao cuz i was thinking whether to buy ma~~~ den buy ler den go home~~~ lols~~ ok bye^^ tmr i bringin it to schoo~~

4 retards

2008-11-07T00:41:00.002+08:00

wad do u think of us?? retard,

or normal?

Why do Things happen?

2008-11-02T12:53:00.002+08:00

Have you ever wondered y do things happen? your best friend may be living at the other side of the world but in the end he/she still becomes ur best friend. you may not even know your neighbour till u meet him in a place so far away from home. Your girlfriend may be just a click away in friendster.

Some people say its fate, some say its God's will, some say its chance and some, luck. But wadever they say, but i believe somewhere deep in our hearts, we know dat everything happens for a reason.
I dont even know y i am typing all these but it just came to me. maybe it has a reason, maybe not.

as for me, i feel everything and everyone we meet is not by plain luck or chance. I think that something way beyond our control that makes things happen.

my girlfriend and i met just this july and we met in friendster. yar this is kinda weird but it happens. If she hadn't viewed my profile first, i wouldn't have view her and talked to her.
And i wouldn't even know her in the first place. But we still did know each other just cuz of a click. Imagine she didn't click on my profile. Yar.

And now y do bad things happen? sometimes u ask yourself y does this have to happen to me. y does it have to be me?
Well i just have to tell u 1 thing, Don't just ask why things happen, understand why they happen, and what you can do about it.

btb(back to blogging)

2008-10-31T00:23:00.002+08:00

well hey guys~~~ schoo's started kinda long ago~~~ well trying to catch up with the topics and especially java~~~ its kinda hard but well somehow i'll know how to do it~~

wad i wanna do now is study hard and do well.. dats my aim... and im very glad to have my girlfriend Cresentia, my classmates ,Alham,BianJing,Haleem,HongWei,Hudah,Jean,
Junhong,Khairul,KokSang,Nana,Samuel,Sebastian,
Shermaine,ShiWei,QingYu,WeiChong, , XueTing(alphabetical order)>< ,
vanx jie, and my mama and papa^^ and my kor (kang),
and last but not least my penguin jie^^
love u guys forever^^

hahas~~~ den now im going to sleep ler.. tmr got ideas wor><>

life back in sp

2008-10-23T23:39:00.002+08:00

life back in schoo is ok^^~~~ just some days bored and stuff...
other den dat, im kinda fine~~~

can anyone tell me wad to do if another guy flirts with ur girl??? i really feel like whacking dat bloody son of a B**** but its too impulsive~~

any other ways?
anyways school's still fine^^

baby i miss u )':

2008-10-18T20:29:00.003+08:00

today is a nothing day.... nothings happening..... nothing doing..... yea... nothing day... just totally SLACK<--- yea dats the word, slack...

well, woke up quite late, din sleep so well last night~~~
erm... and now i really miss my baby='( so sadd din get to see her today... i miss u so badly~~~
actually wanna go her house... but scared later no bus go home... den die ><

im so sorry baby=(

emo

2008-10-15T21:57:00.004+08:00

sitting at the corner of my room...
staring into space with gloom...

huggin my bearbear with tears...
my life surrounded by fears...

i wonder where she is...
maybe living her life with bliss...

whereas im sitting in this corner...
when nobody else even bothers...

story of my life today...
emo in my room i stayT_T

composed by Justin Chong,
one hell of an emoT_T

ilu

2008-10-13T23:51:00.002+08:00

today is the first day of schoo lar~~~ kinda ok bahhs~~~interesting thing: dustbin got helmet~~~
den after schoo damn sian so i went with khai and alham go shopping~~~

after dat went home lo~~~ got asthma so i slept...'

den after dat dear sms me and say she got sth for me!!!! den i happy~~~ den when i was bout to go back sleep den she ask me meet her lo~~~

den i went to her house and she gave the present to meee~~~ its a bear bear plushy><

yay!!! den we went to visit her grandpa den after dat her papa buy food for me ler den i go home><

ilu baby~~ i wanna grow old with u.. i dun wanna be alone when im old... i wanna take care of u and i want u to do the same to me

tongue tied

2008-10-13T00:04:00.002+08:00

Faber Drive Lyrics
Tongue Tied Lyrics

emo

2008-10-11T02:57:00.003+08:00

i;ve got depression

sp

2008-10-10T18:28:00.003+08:00

today was kinda fun~~~
my dear went shopping with her friend....
so i went out with my good friends for bball cum tanning^^

so i met hong wee at serangoon stn~~ den we went schoo and eat..
den kok came to find us and we waited for his friend~~
den after dat we went in to play bball~~~ damn bloody hot^^
den sebastian came followed by wei chong~~

we all had a good time burning^^
overall was quite fun lar~~~ still had my skills~~~ im born to play under net... from far im kinda useless~~~ 3 point only when got feel den can score~~
they were good too~~~ all their shooting is like bai fa bai zhong~~ well i under net also can^^ hehe

den after dat wanna go gym but closed~~ so well we went home~~~
and here i am now blogging^^

well i hoped u guys enjoyed ur day too^^ bye bye and have a nice night

hols

2008-10-10T00:10:00.003+08:00

OK the hols are almost over and schoo is starting soon!!!

so hold on tight for one hell of a ride!!!!!

exams just round the corner!!!

its the mugging season~~~~

tmr gonna play bball with some good friends^^

hahas dats all folks^^

~~i love my poly friends~~

Alham,
BianJing,
Haleem,
HongWei,
Hudah,
Jean,
Junhong,
Khairul,
KokSang,
Nana,
Samuel,
Sebastian,
Shermaine,
ShiWei,
QingYu,
WeiChong,
and last but not least, XueTing

and yar ilu my baby ~~cresentia~~

today

2008-10-03T22:58:00.004+08:00

today 8 am in the morning go to dear house ler... den she still sleeping...

den nvr fetch me from vivo... cuz she sleeping.... argh!!!!! lucky i got some $$...

den can take bus.... today in the morning go her house sleep....

den afterdat lunch i order pizza and pasta from pasta mania for us...

hahas this part damn funny, her bro's friend was sleeping lar...

den my dear's bro(dilon)

went to pinch his nipples...

den i use the phone to rub is dick...

ahhas den his friend smile in his dreams...

den after dat we go pour water on his dick..

den we wake him up and tell him he wet dream...

den we thought he dun have but scam him mah....

wth who knows he really have!!!!! haha damn funny lor!!!

den we all down there question him like siao...

-den he embarrassed^^ hahas!!

after dat went down to play bicycle with dear and her bro and friends...

i wanna play skateboard again...

only if someone can buy for me!!!!

i want the quicksilver de!! (hints)(bday present) hahas~~~

after dat got one small boi boi give all of us sweets...

cute siia....

like halloween~~~

trick or treat!!

i dun wan trick i dun wan treat I WAN CRESENTIA!!

kk den sweat like siao den went homeeeeeeeeee~~~~

just bought mac nuggets back and the vanilla froppe~~

with whipped cream^^

hehe kk last thing i wanna say is i love cresentia....

yar and i love her forever<3

okok... ytd we went to eat sushi lar...

den in the taxi take alot pics...

wan see those pics??? its in ytd's post~~~

we went to novena there eat sushi with her bro, mum, and mum's friends~~

we went in fer the buffet...

den we ate alot alot stuff...

lastly the ice cream,,

if i din remind them bout the ice cream hor!!! they cannot enjoy the ice cream ler!!!

hahahahahs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

after dat we went to buy dear's the dress!!! erm is pink colour de

actually she wanted the black... but so spoil one, and doesnt really look dat good,

i think pink makes my already sooo sooo sweet baby look sweeter!!! i think ima get diabeties soon!!!! cuz my dear's tooo toooo toooo sweet ler!!!

den we went to velocity... cotton on and my dear got some stuff, in fact, lots of clothes...

hahahas!!! dear!! u arh!!! too mani clothes lar!!!

den we took the train to doby ghaut, on the way took pics again..

want to see the pics muz again look at my previous postXD muahahhahaha im evil....

den after dat i went home lor... and my dear went on her shopping spree~~~ lawls...

my mum just bought a shirt for me... japan de~~~ lawls... the label funny lar so i let u guys see~~~ hahas~~ shirt + singlet = shirlet

AND YAR~~~ I LOVE YA CRESENTIA♥

photos

2008-10-02T21:04:00.003+08:00

today my gf's mummy treat me to sushi~~~ den after dat took some photos... but not the sushi^^ here are the pics

hehe

2008-10-01T21:57:00.002+08:00

yesterday my gf came to meet my parents~~~
is was ok lar... at first we went to grandpa house^^
den rain so heavily.... we went to get shelter first...
i let her cycle my bike fer a while also...
so cooling... den go grandpa house....
after dat went for chicken rice lo...
den we wlk back den after dat wen back to my house~~

well she slept overnight lor.... but mummy dun let us sleep tgtT_T sobbs~~~
well i pei her for a while den i also go sleep ler.... den in e morning she leftT_T
she cook breakfast for me wor^^ hehe

ilu dear, today, tmr, forever

today

2008-09-27T20:05:00.002+08:00

today i went out with my family fer breakfast...
den after dat went home sleep~~~
den after dat went bishan fer lunch den,
i took a train to meet lemon baby^^(lemon baby is my dear)...
dunno y today so bored....
went home for dinner den im here now... nth doing....

~~Hyder~~

today's date with dear

2008-09-24T23:15:00.004+08:00

today was a long day~~~ went at 9+ to go pick dear from her house...

den we went to kovan to eat at yoshinoya first lor~~

after dat we went to my grandpa's house to play for a while....

hahahas my dog bark at her but my dog not so bad lar, cuz this time nvr bark as much as when he see other ppl...

hahas... den my grandma came back den she bought cha shao bao for us....

damn nice to eat lor... my dear also like to eat^^

den after dat we went to hua guo shan there the coffee shop to eat chicken rice^^

den so we went to take bus to kovan lar.... hahas alot funny things happen~~ dun wanna say^^

for me to know and u to find out~~

den after dat take train to vivo... in the train dat guy go stare at my gf... wa if he come here and say hi hor, he go home his face colour will be totally different...

so we went to vivo~~~ den we went to toys'r'us~~~

hahahs it was damn fun lor...

firstly we walked around doing nothing lo.... den after dat we played hide and seek~~~

firstly, she hide, den i found her so fast^^

den after dat i hide... hahahs!!!! I, Hyder, lived up to my name.... she walk pass me 2 times also nvr see me... i muz sms and call u den u can find me~~~ camoflauge~~~ whoohoo...

den after dat she hide again and i found her... lawls.... dear arh!!! y u keep running around...

after dat we played around a while lo~~~

this is the music octopus~~~ one leg got one note^^

this is elmo the soft story book~~~ each book got diff kind of fun^^

this is the old tree.... i go put the rose in nicely(was dear's idea) and woots... old rose tree

this is the tiny pigglet~~~~ and the buttons can press de^^

den after dat we went back to dear's house~~~ see the heart shadow??? nice??

yea thats all the pics i have now~~~~ of our shadows hahas~~~`

love, Hyder~~~

low misheard

2008-09-23T21:52:00.003+08:00

aha
mmmmmmm
shorty had em apple pie with jeans
moose with the fur
the whore club looking at fur
she eats the flower, next bang ur nose,
sonic goes lol lol lol lol lol lol lol

funny

2008-09-23T21:34:00.002+08:00

lol the new song in my blog is so what.... theres one ppart which can be misheard...
it goes like this,

so so what?
i'm still a rockstar
i got my block nose
and i dont wan u tonight

actually it should be rock moves instead of block nose... but it sounds like it^^

today

2008-09-23T12:42:00.001+08:00

now im so sian~~~
actually wan dear to come to my house one... miss her so muchT_T
but she dunwan come so i got nth to do... well, now wan try go in audi also cannot~~~
today is the most boring day of my life

movie

2008-09-22T21:07:00.002+08:00

hello^^ today got movie outing... hahas...
so woke up in morning, blogged... den ate abit, den went out...
den i remembered who i din call ler... it was wc!!!! hahahs^^

so call den just nice he was going to work so he took e day off lor~~~
den bla bla bla...
we went to watch the days.... actually was disaster movie... den hw and khai like not happy,
so liddet lor~~ hahas....

oh ya.. thx Xueting for treating me wor^^ tytyty

next time i'll repay u de^^

movie was ok.... my seat number was f9 can!!! i was like... wad ticket number i get?? den come out f9!!! my seat fail siia~~~ lousy f9~~~

den after dat went to dear's house and gave her sth^^
den now i just cook rosti fer my family~~~ long time nvr cook ler but my skills just as good^^

sry cresentia

2008-09-22T10:13:00.003+08:00

IM SO SORRY DEAR.
i know i cant be forgiven now after wad i've done.
when ur not here by my side then i realise how important u are.
i feel so emotionally depressed.
i dun feel like eating.
i dun feel like talking to anyone.
i feel so moody.

I know u love me truely with all your heart... im so disappointed in myself...
i know ur disappointed in me tooo...

Now i turely understand what love is... its not about giving or receiving and stuff...
giving and receiving is another thing....
true love is not expecting ur partner to be there for u all the time... but cherishing every moment they have spent with u...
looking back, its only been 2 months, however, its seemed so long cuz we go through everything together, all the good times and bad times, we've been there for each other, caring, understanding, loving, playing, joking, quarreling....

no matter wad it was, we were still there for each other, and i want this to go on. Looking back, i know i made alot of mistakes, and i try to correct myself very hard, and i know dat if i try hard enough, i will succeed...

i know dat now, even if u dun say so, u still truely love me... i just know it...
i'd do anything to even be one second with u... and i'll cherish every second that we are together.
My dear, i love u, today, tomorrow, the days to come, and forever...
i am willing to spend the rest of my life with u...

i want u, for who u are, for ur heart, for ur beautiful soul.
and dun bother wad other ppl say, i wont let such a small stupid thing affect our relationship...
i am willing to take care of u for the rest of ur life, and after dat, no matter where we go, i'll still be there for u no matter wad happens.... nothing can break us apart, our love will never die, we were born to be together, i was born to love u, u were born to be loved by me.

so i sincerely ask of ur forgiveness my dear. its ok if u dun forgive me now... i know dat i can make u forgive me someday.. cuz our love is everlasting

o0

2008-09-20T23:48:00.003+08:00

I, Justin, take you, Cresentia, as my friend and love, beside me and apart from me, in laughter and in tears, in conflict and tranquility, asking that you be no other than yourself, loving what I know of you, trusting what I do not know yet, in all the ways that life may find us.

we were born to be together, and together we shall be forevermore. we shall be together when the wings of death scatter our days. we shall be together even in our silent memory. But let there be spaces in our togetherness, and let the winds of the heaven dance between us.

.

2008-09-17T23:56:00.002+08:00

today is dear and i the 2nd month anni^^
i gave dear a bouquet of roses, and 2 care bears^^
dear... happy 2nd month anni... i will love u forever no matter wad...
like i already said... nothing can break us apart...
i will always be there for u...
my love for u will never die~~
ty for understanding me...
ty for tolerating me...
ty for being there when im down...
ty for all the wonderful things u have done for me...
i ♥ u my darling princess, forever

reflections

2008-09-17T10:45:00.002+08:00

1st day runnin away from home:
fun, exciting, afraid, etc etc...

2nd day away:
ok its sstill ok... went out with doggy and yea... gf...

3rd day:
ok im back home now... today is my gf and me the anni...
this morning recieved the sms... i passed all subjects...happy lar~~
decided to go home lor,...
i feel ok lar....
so wad i've got to say is... no matter where u go, home is still the best place(cuz i've got the world's best bed).... if not, i'd be at my gf's house(cuz i've got the world's best girl)

so YAR.... i would like to say sorry to firstly, cresentia(ty my dear for being there and supporting me when im so bloody down)
secondly, my jie(ty for smsing me and sry fer makin u worry so much)
thirdly, sarah(ty for the spicy soup)
fourthly, dog( ty for ur clothes)
fithly, junhong(ty for smsin me)

after this incident, i realised how important my bed is to me... without it, i cant get my satisfactory sleep...
i realised that i have friends who care around me...
i realised that i have a family...
i realised that i have such a wonderful gf who comforts me when i cry...
i realised that im tired now and feel like sleeping...
so buh bye^^ oh ya... and enjoy tagging^^
hehe

mummy and me~~~

2008-09-14T22:24:00.003+08:00

THIS ME ME AND MY MUMMY!!!!! HAHAHHAHSSS

lawls

2008-09-14T15:24:00.002+08:00

yesterday..... it was saturday~~~ went to celebrate sarah birthday...... den go thai express... ordered seafood tom yum soup with extra chilli , and extra spicy...... den also ordered pineapple rice.... yar... omg lor..... i drink half a tablespoon full of soup and i sweat like hell ready... damn...
the pineapple rice was nice... but the soup... argh!!!! i burned to death ytd..... den went to the yamaha music store look at guitars and keyboards..... damn nice lor the pop guitar(hints)(bday present?) lawls... i guess it wont happen...

den after dat went to my laopo's house^^ haha!!!! i really love her.... everytime im with her, all my worries go away..... i want her by my side forever<3
loving u forever cresentia~~

afterdat cabed home.... slept in the taxi.... the taxi driver woke me up and told me not to drool in his taxi~~~ lawls... he tryin to be funny^^
den reach home my head damn damn painT_T i wished my dear was there to elp my massage...

dear

2008-09-12T00:27:00.002+08:00

ok so happy now~~~ well i told my mama about my relationship with Cresentia~~~ woots~~~
din know my mama will actually allow!!! well... it all turned out great^^ im so happy=) this is e first time telling... cuz im really serious bout this relationship.... well well well.... i guess everything turned out well~~!! so whoohooo!!!

ok today went with zhonhao and edwin and zack to apply fer job lor... at the restaraunt at vivo(
bakerzin) well... den interview halfway i backout... den the other 3 also follow me... well... cuz muz work 6 months den at least 3 times a week... siao arh!! u think i so much time mehhs... still muz go injection... trying to be funny izit>>!!

den after dat we walk around vivo lor.... find jobs.... levis, topman, fox, pull and bear, nike, adidas, converse, and toy'r'us and mani more.... den we take turns to ask" hi, are u hiring any part timers?" yar!!! always take turns.... lawls!!!

den after dat lazy ler.... we went to eat lor.... den after dat i went to tiong to get pigglet fer my dear...but den it was a scam.... the pigglet 45.90!!! cheat my moni!!! i only hav 30 lor.... so the surprise i wanted to give dear was gone.... well, told her and she din mind the pooh either....
"anythin from u i also will like der lar" dats wad she said^^ ily dear!!<3

and well den we met and den she bought hair dye fer me and den her mama came and den story finish.... go sleep after reading this^^

ily my darling princess forever
♥

cresnt

2008-09-09T23:04:00.005+08:00

feeling much better now.... actually today i feel kinda ok bahhs... my dear bought a shirt fer me^^ it fits just nice lor=] she knowss my size!! hahas~~~ i really love her so much!!!!

today played basketball with brinal(my dog) and darral and friends~~ den after dat went to ps to meet darling and das~~ den bla bla bla lor... den go home kenna shouted at again lor...

dear, i give u my heart, so it can keep u warm when u are feeling cold and lonely...
i give u my soul, so when noone's there, im here for u...
i give u my shoulder, so when ur tired, u can lie on it...
i give u my body, so when ur sad u can hug me and cry on me...
i give u my everything, cuz i love u, and i know u love me too^^
the words from my heart(from justin to cresentia)

2008-09-08T20:14:00.001+08:00

lawls!!!! my twin!!! ~~~ we are the hiyder twins^^

she is Hider,

and i am Hyder!!!!

hhaha!!!! lawls~~~

new name

2008-09-07T01:03:00.002+08:00

heya guys!!! i've got a new name~~~ its Hyder=) so next time just call me Hyder^^ ty~~~ oh ya... my twin sister's hider^^

your gardian angel

2008-09-05T22:24:00.002+08:00

i just put a new song in my blog~~ hehe~~
copied e bear bear from alham^^ its cute wad~~~ but mine different colour e bear bear...
e song is your guardian angel by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus...

~~~ike these few parts of e song~~
When I see your smile,
Tears roll down my face.
I can't replace.
And now that I'm stronger, I have figured out,
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul.
And I know I'll find deep inside me,
I can be the one.

I will never let you fall!
I'll stand up with you forever!
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to heaven!

Seasons are changing,
And waves are crashing,
And stars are falling all for us.
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter,
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall!
I'll stand up with you forever!
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to heaven!

Use me as you will!
Pull my strings just for a thrill!
And I know I'll be okay,
Though my skies are turning grey!

I will never let you fall!
I'll stand up with you forever!
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to heaven!

hehe

2008-09-05T00:26:00.005+08:00

OK THIS IS WAD I JUST DID ><

class video

2008-09-04T10:18:00.002+08:00

class video? 0o

job

2008-09-03T18:10:00.002+08:00

looking for job!!! anything!!! except for u know, fast food restaraunts

haiz

2008-09-03T12:17:00.002+08:00

hiaz... family really sucks rite?
maybe ur family is good... but not mine...
everyone can go home kinda late at night rite...
i just went out abit l8r and my dad come and scold me like fuck...
wad is this?!

oh ya.. and 1b23 ppl... dun expect to come to my house anymore...
there wont be anymore chance... my dad's gone crazy...
im somehow grounded.... this home to me is not like a home anymore...

i really dunno where is my home anymore...
the only person really by my side is my girlfriend...
i guess she is the only one really supporting me....
oh ya,and my jie too...

if one day i get kicked out of my house, where should i go?
are parents all like dat? always havin high expectations of u?
i just dun do well in a subject and they fuck me upsidedown!!

story of my life...

sian

2008-09-01T23:24:00.001+08:00

sian lar.. today sian diao lar... i dunno wad to say ler.... lucky got my gf comfort me... otherwise i wan kill alot of ppl today ler

east coat 1b23

2008-08-30T02:33:00.011+08:00

this is some pics of me, us at east coast on 28 august~~ 2008~~

patch

2008-08-30T00:22:00.007+08:00

well,,...

today watched walleeeeeeeeeeeee=) was kinda nice lar~~~ watch with hudah, her friend, hongweee, van jie, Zainab and my dear~~~

the movie was kinda interesting lar~~~ b4 the movie i went to meet jie and walked around vivo doing nothing!!! play in toy'r'us... lol... jie bought a ball?! lawls~~~ ok i look funny with that shark hat on!

firemen?!

i threw the ball down so hard,... it came up and hit my balls....

i was limping lar!!!

stupid ball!!! lol!!!

den after movie~~~ went with dear to eat at super dog to eat burger... actually only she ate~~~

with the TALL ice chocolate~~~

den was picture taking spreeeeee~~~~~ lawls... she took with her friend, zai, alot of pics...

take with me also~~~ staring at zai?!

me and my dear

❤I❤

❤ LOVE❤

❤YOU❤

~~~~pics taken by Zainab~~~

bored

2008-08-28T21:44:00.003+08:00

this was wad the fuk i did in the morningwhen 3 of us were waiting fer the rest=.=

ok i admit its totally against bangla~~~ paiseh arh... just for fun okaes...

bleahx

2008-08-27T23:15:00.006+08:00

im sooo sorray dear... how i treated u.... and for everything bad i've done.... i just feel so sad today when u dun wanna meet me.... and im so sorray i din wanna meet u after dat too=(

well, my previous post seems like im over with it... i realised i couldn't live without u... my life's just horrible.... even meeting my van jie and hudah was such a mess=[ i feel so blue=[

i told hudah and van to meet at bishan... den after dat i told van to meet at ps... forgot to tell hudah... and somehow i went to bishan too... den muz buy present fer jie~~~ hudah and i went the whole of bishan to look fer present fer van jie~~~ den, i din pay... i told hudah i pay her on monday.... den i went to buy something with the remaining of this week's money... + coins... for my dear..... i really was super sad she din wanna see me today... well... i hid my feelings and went shopping and movie with van jie and hudah...well... its the only time i can spend van jie's bday with her... happy advanced bday=] dun need worry about me ok jie?

ok i was really crazy today cuz yar... swapped my super sadded feelings with madly crazy feelings...

this is when we're in bishan lor... the lift got sound der

emo emo emo

hudah!!! wrong action lar.... nvr emo with me

solo emo

walleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~

ok................ this............. is............ so............... wrong................

well..... den after dat wen to watch movie with jie and hudah lor... watch the wad death race... so gross~~~~ i so miss my dear... haiz.... i wish u were by my side every moment of my life... but dear, wad does not kill us makes us stronger.... no matter wad happens, we'll go through everything together okaes? u know i really love u... im so willing to spend the rest of my life with u~~ maybe i dun say i out to u... yea i've got no guts... but well, im not perfect.... but i'll try... and im still trying... everytime i wanna give up, ur there for me.... u tell me not to give up.... den i'll try harder everytime... i gave u my heart and soul... im urs and ur mine... i love u<3

as for jie, happy advanced bday again... hoped u enjoyed today=) well, i was kinda crazy... yar~~~ well... dats the end of today~~~ hope everything goes out fine tmr and the days after~~~

friendship is till the end.... but love is forever.

i realised how fortunate i am... cherishing all the love u give and have given me Cresentia...

=]

2008-08-26T00:14:00.005+08:00

and yea dats it, 1 sem gone~~~w0w it was really fast yea? dunch u agree with me?

hahas... sooooo0oooo yea... woots and today's the last paper( well there's only 2 papers) hahas...

today went to schoo to study with sam and hongweeeeeeeee~~~ well den we all crazy... den junhong came along~~~ yea den hongweeee say junhong stress until drop hair.... sam also drop hair.... i stress until my hair all stand, like durian... (warning, dun call me durian or i POKE u!)(im tombalake OK)

den after dat i was so bored~~~(gave up on last min study)(never works out right) ~~~ den i look at sam.... his name was samuel... sounds like sammale~~~ let me show u properly..... its--------->sam(male)<------ yea.... ppl all call him uncle sam... i call him auntie sam... cuz now he's sam(female)~~~ok ok no offence Sam, i know u can take jokes well dats y i joke bout u=)~~~ lol maybe u see this post not so funny lar... but this morning junhong and i was laughing like 2 grown idiots..... ~~~

ok den after dat hong weee said something bout green mucus~~~ lol... den gang hao junhong shirt green der... lawls lor.... we say he sneeze on his shirt, den he say he pcc dat y got some white lines too~~~ den hong wee shirt is black with red stripes... sooo i say he shit on his shirt den the shit got blood~~~ den for samfemale... i dunno wadd to say...

den after dat i collected money fer the bbq on thurs=)

after exam, went to tiong to eat with kok and shermaine and sam and khairul and marcius~~~

den met my dear at tiong also lor~~~~ den she and das and zai go eat~~~ i sit there and chiong dj max@_@

yea dats me and me and me and me~~~ lawls.....

and i dj max all the way~~~ doggy called... den after dat i talk to him a while i put down ler>>.<>>.<>

well, my dear look so pretty in the neo prints... but she looks all so wonderful normally too=) i love her even though sometimes i dun say so.... everyday i tell myself, i'll love u not till the end, but forever~~~ although sometimes i feel like giving up, but u gave me the strenght to carry on~~ baby i love u, and i'll never let u go~~~ from me to my ♥pretty princess♥ ~~~

anyways~~~~ BBQ THIS THURS~~~ 28 august~~~ east coast~~~~area C ~~~~~pit 23~~~~~ and the timing not cfm~~~ pls ask me on wed to cfm timing

well

2008-08-24T22:11:00.003+08:00

well... today was ok lor... yar..
in e morning wake up den brush teeth den.... bla bla bla....
breakfast.... welll, somehow brunch.... yar...

den l8r guitar.... yar... den went study lor.... den yar... left fer my ggrandpa's house at 5.30

haiyo... tmr maths is gg ler lor.... i guess... complex numbers really fuckin' complex....

well i wish my dear is by my side right now.... i'll feel soooooo much better

hello

2008-08-24T11:04:00.003+08:00

hiiee=)
well im blogging cuz i've got nth else to do~~ besides studyin maths...
no inspiration to study~~~ wad is this!!! i wanna study but i just cant!!! argh....
i really need u my dear~~~ ima die one day without u!!!
i love u i love u i love u~~~

yo

2008-08-21T19:21:00.002+08:00

hello peeps... well blogging again~~~
hmms... nothing much to say lar cuz i also nvr go out with my dear today...
only know i miss her soo much>>.<

went out with van jie today.... do maths in bishan until argh~~!!! wan die.....
den after dat went home... yar...
actually wanted to meet my dear de.... haiz...
nvm... tmr meeting her=)

exam

2008-08-19T23:58:00.005+08:00

today is whoohoohoo!!!~~~

lawls... EXAMS!!! racked my brains!!! and a huge pimple grew~~

hehe^^ wekkekekkee@_@ im going crazeeee...

so... dcs exam was a killer... hahahas

welll.... i came out of e exam hall, fucked up!! nvm...

got my good pals wei chong and hong wei to pei me=)

den sianed until i went to my dear's house! well,... she had a surprise fer me!!XD

cute right??!!!! hahahahs still got this

hhahahhas!!!! so nice lar!!! TY dear!!!! I love you forever too<3

den went to watch movie with her and her mummy and her didi and das and kenneth... mmm yar....

hahas..... well she totally cheered me up=) so so so so so so happy=) bleahx...

whoohhoooo... dunno whether can sleep anot tonight~~~ lol

dadada

2008-08-18T20:28:00.005+08:00

so today is study day.... one day b4 exam...
no one can be more pro...
lawls... well went to meet van jie and duh today...
in e morning, went to mrt.... saw mrs koh(sec schoo form cher)
she still recognise me?! lawls=) so we talked talked and talked

well den after dat went to compass point.... den nobody reached yet...
went popular to buy 2 pens and 1 foolscap and well, i declare myself BROKE.
well.... the remaining money i buy a hp case... i scared drop again den DIE...
so now i declare myself TOTALLY BROKE... 0 $$ 0 cent...

hahahs... den met van jie at mac... study fer a while....
study eat study eat study...
den duh say she with her mama at metro... so we went there to disturb her... lawls...
nth better to do lar...
den we were at 2nd floor...
i went to toys section with vanjie and play the game.... lawls... i got high score... 222!!! hahahs
okae... den we went to pizza hut.... den talk talk talk talk until casper!!! wth lar...
den couldnt finish the food.. da pao...
OH YA!!! where is it siia?
wth... eh van!!! where the pizza?! i wanna bring home eat der=[ T_T sobbs....

haiyo....
den come back... nvr study... no mood!! wang wei lao shi called!!!! she say i hand in the dick blank!!!!
wth lar!!! arghargh!!!! den after dat i talk to dear den happy ler~~ lawls... dunno y... hahas

den after dat i went to cut HAIR!! lawls... went to the professional shop dat charges a professional price of $4.80... LAWLS!!!! this guy called Sky cut my hair~~ lawls.. well...
it was the fastest hair cut i had.... 1min finish... super fast siia...~~ he pro wad... lawls..

den after dat i come home.... din play basketball... haiz....
tmr exam ler... so many things to do in suck a short time...
well... im off now to study.. somehow~~

yar~~OH YA one more thing...
GUYS ON THE 26 who wan go sentosa??!!!

bjbjkbj

2008-08-18T00:48:00.001+08:00

dead.... without u im just dead....
bb world
hello emptiness

kdajfha

2008-08-17T22:00:00.002+08:00

today IS my 1 month anni with my dear princess Cresentia~~~ whoo!!
okae... first girl dat last longer den 1 month=) the curse is broken!!! lawls=)
rocks man!!!! this show that with true love, i can overcome everything<3

morning i woke up with a smile on my face=)
cuz i knew today's gonna be a great day~~~
morning i watch the movie 'meet dave' online... den after dat i went back to sleep...
din know my dear message me=[
haiz... sry
welll... den after dat i kinda ate brunch(breakfast cum lunch) ya...

today got guitar lesson until 2.30~~
guitar was okae nia~~~ well i finally can play the whole cannon in D=) hahhas...
and i got selected fer the guitar performance on 29 november~~~ nervous siia
hehe...

den after dat i straight chiong to vivo~~~ dun wannaa keep her waiting( i also wanna spend more time with her)
den after dat i went to see the gift a name shop... got the humongous doggy plushy=)
din buy yet... i went downstairs to find whether should i buy cake or chocolates fer her...
well, in e end, bought chocolates, cuz the cake no love heart shape de...
bought e chocolates from Sins~~
den on e chocolates each piece got e words i luv you... den got 2 heart shape chocolates also=)
yea know she'll love it<3
den after dat i chiong up to buy e big doggy plushy=)

den, CHIONG to her house~~~ lawls... i kinda sweat like siao@_@
welll its all worth it=) fer her, i'd do anything=)

den after dat i stayed with her fer a while.....
den after dat i cabbed to pap's house=)
family gathering~~~

den watched the table tennis.... china won.... sg lost... lawls~~~ everytime i watch den sg lose=.=
next time i dun watch ler la den sg will win
hahas=)

❤u Cresentia... so in lurv with u.... happy anniversary

hmms

2008-08-16T21:25:00.002+08:00

today is saturday izit? hmms... oh... ya... lawls...
yesterday was friday... mm ya.... lawls....
tmr is sunday....
well i did practically nothing but sleep today... den in evening went cycling a while(din really cycle)

so today= wasted

one day of my life~~~ gone... lawls=) im exaggerating...

well, i've got nothing to do so... some Q&A by me... lawls~~~
guess it applies to both guys and gals~~ unless u're heartless...
its just everyday stuffs dat ur bf or gf does to u... but dun ever take them fer granted
to start.

1.how do u feel if ur bf/gf tells u dat he/she loves u?

2.how do u feel if ur bf/gf holds ur hand tight?

3.how do u feel if ur bf/gf hugs u?

4.how do u feel if ur bf/gf kisses u?

5.how do u feel if ur bf/gf gives u a present?

NOW... think about it..... another few qns fer u.....

1.how do u feel if ur bf/gf ignores u?

2.how do u feel if ur bf/gf quarrels with u?

3.how do u feel if ur bf/gf vents their anger on u?

4.how do u feel if ur bf/gf leaves u?

mm?

are u taking them fer granted? mm?
are u? hmms... well, if u have ready broken up with ur stead... den reflect... do u deserve a second chance? otherwise, get on with life....

life is short.... 16 years of my life is gone... who knows what will happen next...
treasure ur love ones well.... if u wanna get a stead, tell urself, do u wanna spend the rest of ur life with that person? do u?

live everyday to the fullest=) send ur time with the one u love most=) dun get fucked up cuz of something small=) smile=) u see me so cheerful everyday no matter wad rite=) i guess so~~ lawls=) even if something goes wrong, just smile... get on with life=) there's nothing too hard fer a person to overcome... the only thing hard to overcome is himself... so.... erm... hahas... well... i've blogged quite alot=) good luck fer exams guys

loving my dear not till the end, but forever❤

hello

2008-08-16T00:23:00.002+08:00

HELLO ppl!!!
today was fun,
FULLfulling,
saddening,
tiring,
loving,
and,
coughing...

FUN...
today went soul garden, actually i shldnt go>>.<>
and got treated to soul garden at e same time=)
ate and ate and ate...

FULLfulling,
as i said, ate and ate and ate and ate and ate=)
and i had my good friends to eat with me...

SADDENING,
cuz i failed linux lab test=[ so damn sad!!!!! 48 marks!!!! just need 2 more marksT_T
sooooo damn sad sad sad...
and exams are coming soon!!!
i dunno how to cope@_@

TIRING,
cuz i was just simply tired... den while waiting fer my dear aft i finished soul garden,
i waited at the same place where i first met her...
i kinda slept down there...
lucky nobody itchy hand go steal my lappy=)

LOVING,
cuz i could meet my dear=) no matter how tired i am i'd still meet her=]
in my world, there's so many girls~~(like duh)
look me straight in my eyes... i see only u,
rip apart my heart, and u will find only your's<3
❤ I love You Cresentia❤

lastly, COUGHING,
well y cough seems to stay fer kinda long ready...
better get rid of it!!! ima play basketball again!!! just wait.... and seee

toay

2008-08-15T00:33:00.002+08:00

OK schoo was kinda 'long' today...
started at 8 am fer oral communications and ended at 10am...
lawls.. yeayea~~ den after dat was maths... but i ponned dat lesson..
too bored!!!

so yea, my darling finishes at 5pm so i went back first...
went to kovan... den i walked pass the stickers shop... so i bought the cute doggy stickers fer her...
hadd to wait fer 15 mins... walked all e way to mac den buy 1 apple pie and 1 coke... 2 bucks nia...
walked back, collected stickers, lazy walk to grandpa house... so i took bus.. >>.< him=")">

den i slept lor.... sleep until like 2 plus, went to play bball.... i just took a basketball and went behind to maple wood park to play lor....
den peiling walked pass and ask me y i so lonely... lawls.... i say i lazy call ppl...
actually got call dog one but he in schoo DNT....
back to basketballl, my shooting was like ok nia... but my under rim and my 'stuns' all still there=) havent lost it yet=)

den went back to my grandpa house to sleep again... sleep until like awhile.... den wake up... i ask jie whether she free lor so maybe go find her.... but jie meeting her jie at bishan... soooo.... i totally sianned diaoed....well... den suddenly dear told me she pon lesson.... i was OVERJOYYED!!! lawls...

so and zai and das.... lawls... went tiong baru to shop? yea sort of... lol....
bought donuts.... mm yum... dear had to feed me... cuz she say i eat vry erm erm messy....
yea bleahx>>.<>

den after dat pei the shop around den went to my dear's house.... den stay with her until 11 + + + but i still dunwan leave... she also dun wan me leave.... haizzzz... i really misss her like SIAO right noww... =( awwwwww...... i miss U Cresentia=( i Love U so MUCH....

0oh... its getting SUPER LATE right now=( i'd better go to bed=)
~~~

love u my classmates=)
love u my friends=)
last but CERTAINLY not the LEAST, i LOVE U my DARLING Cresentia<3

pos

2008-08-13T23:52:00.004+08:00

yo ppl=] hows the video?? hahas
today arh... really sucks!!!! the html paper was like CRAP!!!!
fuck la html!!!! wc first to leave room den hw den me.....
see our face... all =.= one like wan die liddet!!!!
crap.... thx to jean i managed to suck out some answers....

hmms... lawls... bleahx!!! den we down there emo together!!! bleahx...
later went to find my dear... i see her ready arh.... my mood from fucked up become
happy=) dunno y.... she brightens up my life=)

den whe went to tanjong pargar(ps arh spelling error) met her mummy her mummy was getting her hair styled... mm ya....
den my dear go reborn her hair lo... look sooo nice=) @_@

den after dat went BK and ate... den go home...
bleahx.... dats all fer today...

exams coming next week!!!! DIE!!!! nvm after exams i gonna go out with my kor and jie=) nvr go out with them so long ler..... bleahx

tmr those who having oral presentation jy worhhs=) hehe..... i lazy go fer maths tmr siia>>.<>

now im just sitting down... thinking.. of the past, present, future..... wad willl i grow up to become??? how is my life goonna be like???? is she gonna stay by my side forever??? i cant afford to lose her... just by even looking at her, all my worries are gone....

oh well.... dats all folks=)

i LOVE U CRESENTIA!! FOREVER and EVER

da

2008-08-13T12:12:00.002+08:00

watch this video... click full screen... otherwise too small =( but pls dun cry

When You`re Gone Video

this

2008-08-12T23:39:00.002+08:00

todaay was sooo cool but yet tiring.....
actually my group members are supposed to come to my house
to do project ..... in the end, i ask jh and khairul come den everyone also come=]
Qin Yu last min also kenna dragged in....

hahas!!! even my dear and her friend came!! =]
while waiting we ate at kfc...
den went shop a while... actually wanted go in first... but my girlfriend most important worhhx..
guys, thx fer being such good friends and understanding me=)
okaes... took 136 in then walked awhile=]
reached my house ler den split up... guys downstairs set lanshop...
gals in 2nd floor do project...
my dear and her friend in my room relax=)

den who knew.... linux suck my balls!!!! cant work siia!!!! stupid linux!!! >>,<
bleahx!!!

den 5 my didi got tuition wadds... so i moved the guys upstairs, left the gals in 2nd floor,
and my dear and her friend on my bed....

den send the gals to the bus stop, windy like hell, i almost flew!!!!
den rain... lucky i got umbrella ella ella eh eh...
ran back... den slept fer "5mins" according to Wei chong's time.... he maple 60% siia... lawls....
den send all of em back... den gave khairul ipod=) lawls...
den all split up...

okaes... my dear left her card in my room, i left my wallet in my room!!! wad is this... we both remembered to bring our bags but not ezlink card... hahhas=) like laogong like laopo=)
both also forget bring the same thing...
i ran back and took the items den ran to the bus stop....
okaes...den went heartland mall... ate 2 cups of chawamushi... my dear also....
den shop? mm ya i guessed...
den dog called=) he kinda emoed.... too bad i was going to vivo aft dat so he cant come find me...

went vivo... den settle some problems fer my dear's friend... mm ya....
i kinda helped abit i guess>>.<

mm ya.. den sent my dear back.... bought food fer her to eat... im kinda feeling hungry right now..
realised i din have dinner!!!!
hmms... sent her to her house and i left fer home=)

went to her house e corridor den suddenly one old woman appear in front of me i JUMPED!!!!
lol.. kenna OWNED...

den in e train hor... got this old guy sit next to me... den reaching serangoon e time,
he sleep and leaned on me!!!! den the ppl opposite me all smiled lor!!! cuz i gave the funnae face!!! HAHAS!!!! i also laughed!!! so funny!!!! wad a good way to end my day!!!!

❤I LOVE U CRESENTIA❤

blogging

2008-08-11T23:28:00.002+08:00

Yo!!! im blogging now~~
today i went to schoo fer maths... whole lesson play psp siia..
hahas~~ den after dat went to bugis lor...
no no no. i went to kovan first to fetch my didi...
den went to bugis... ate with my mummy and daddy....
den after dat went converse to buy shoe=) i bought e red colour de...

den after dat went to vivo buy food fer dear... den go her house...
lol... my asthma still sucks.... bleahx... den went to watch movie with her mummy and didi...
money no enuf 2... FINALLY get to watch lor!!!!! so nice......
damn funny lor... laugh laugh cry cry laugh cry laugh laugh cry cry laugh.... lol... sad and funny...
after dat her mummy treat me to dinner again@_@ haiz.... she so good to me but im like no manners liddet lor=[

haiz.... im talkting to my dog and laughing like crazy.... lawls!!!!

hmms... nothing much to say erm erm...

lawls...

nothing to say say say!!!!!

oh ya i din get the hdd from khairul today T_T.... die ler... tmr muz chiong do... tmr my group de comin to my house=) my dear also coming=) yay!!!! i always miss her sooo much when i dun see her=[

hmms my head and eye soo pain now... i rub rub rub until red... lol...

tmr i hardware quiz again... haiyo... sian... exams next week ler!!!! somebody!!!! help me!!!!

lol i seem despo bout exams~~~ lawls

night at her house

2008-08-10T20:21:00.002+08:00

hey yo people=) hi hi hi....
my head's damn pain now so im typing blurly...
pls ignore if there are any gramatical mistakes>>.<

yesterday i went to my dear's house to stay overnight...yea it was all thx to jun hong... without him, i'd be emoing at home=)

ok ytd i went to her house... watched some shows with her den she went to sleep... went out with her didi to 7 eleven denbuy sandwich we came back to her house around 3+

den watched get smart with her didi... watch half way den feel like sleeping lor.... so, we went to sleep...

she looks super pretty.... even when she's sleeping... im sooo mesmerised by her@_@

right now... my head's so pain... but still thinking of her every second of my life... my eyes are sooo red right now... haiyo

ok... time flies super fast... on the 19th is erm dcs paper!!!!!!! argh... and i havent even started... who wants to go out study with me!!!??!! if not den die ler lor.....

fdsfsdf

2008-08-08T23:59:00.004+08:00

im sorry i cant be perfect.
yea we may quarrel at times,
i may be angry at times,
u may be angry at times,
but however and whatever we feel,
we'll go through thick and thin together,
but no matter what, i'll be there for u,
just like how u've been there for me all these while,
my dear

asjd

2008-08-08T22:19:00.002+08:00

hi im blogging now~~
today went to class.. so bored... walked around class...haven do the linux project... monday den i do... left my hard disk in khairul's bag>>.<
my group is with 3 other girls lor...
hahahs well, its ok... here's the conver btw cher and i

cher:"ask the girls to go to ur house la"
cher:"ask ur mum to cook for them also,"
cher:"hahhas, ur mum will be shocked to see all girls come to ur house,"
me:" cher, i too shuai ler la..."
cher:*laughs like crazy*
cher:"actually ur quite handsome lar"
LOL.... he trying to be funny lar....

im missing my dear right now la!!!!! feeel sooo much like hugging her tight right now!!!!
Cresentia!!!! i love u sooo much<3

today went out with her... wanted to watch $$ not enuf 2 again.... but so full lor... forget it....
sian diao......

lawls... i really feel like hugging her right now lar... just now leave her house den misss her like hell!!!!!!!

tmr going out with mummy side e family to eat lunch...

after dat going out with her bahhs... no matter wad i just wanna see her and be with her.... haiz

tonight

2008-08-07T21:08:00.002+08:00

im at home now.. came home kinda early today..
today finish at like 1.53 nia.. lol.
never go and see my dear today...
i miss her so much....
went home...
wanted to do my webp... so much things to do...
fucking stressed up!!!
haiz...*sighs*

hey guys!!! how was my presentation today? hahahs...
it was like only 8 slides...
and 2 slides were fer the beginning and Q&A....
so actually only 6 slides... bleahx
lucky i first person to start...
lucky teacher mood not so bad today
hahahs...
comeon guys give me ffedback on my presentation=)

today i slept and slept and slept.... too stressed till i sleep >>.<
i can remember my dream...
i dreamt dat i could fly...
yar la stupid dream...
but it was really fun...
flying makes life so much easier=)

today dcs i really drop dead on the table...
lucky only 1hour nia...
hahas
sleep sleep sleep.....

bleahx... tmr lesson's fer 3 hours nia... until.... 11.30.. ya...
should be watching $$ not enuf2 with my dear bahhs...
hope the show's nice=)

now im trying to finish my webp...
although i dun look like im stressed but im super stressed...
lucky i still have my dear to support me all the way...
i love her sooooo0o0o0oo0o0o0o much❤

oh ya.... happy birthday to those who's birthday falls on 8/8/08
hB to JunHong=)
hB to my pri 2 cousin Mark... btw, he sooo cute<3>

erm.... saturday national day, so happy birthday Singapore!!!!
lol going to eat lunch with my mother's side the family on saturday...
den gonna meet my dear...

hahahs... shan't talk too much bout tmr... who knows wad'll happen... maybe... lol....
oh ya!!! DICT PPL COMMENT ON MY OC PLS+)

❤ loving my dear every second of my life❤
ur my pair of wings... without u, i cant fly

oc

2008-08-07T08:37:00.002+08:00

HI guys im in oral communication lesson now~~ lol just finish presenting siia
Nana also just finish finish
now bian jing presenting... lol
my presentation is fucked up la
no content at all siiia
lawls
next is pundek.. lawls

yesterday,
i din go to schoo at all~~
morning i chiong webp
afternoon i sleep all e way
wait until my dear finish schoo
her cher fucked up la!!!
ask her stay back den in e end also nvr do anything!!!!!

went to her house after dat~~~
den help her do some chem
in e end i nvr finish cuz my chem, u all know, f9 one~~~

i really miss her right now~~~ lol 1 day dun see her can die one!!!

❤u my dear princess

sadasd

2008-08-06T14:42:00.001+08:00

OMG THIS IS SOOO DAMN FUNNAE!!!!!!

watch these 2

2008-08-06T10:48:00.000+08:00

watch these 2=)

rushing

2008-08-06T00:29:00.005+08:00

ouh rush rush=) fast speed blogging!!! okaes~~~ just reached home=) well went out today=)

today~ went to schoo...

bought 2 pie and one coffee... ordered from WC=) hehe...

den the class was like.... BORING..... yea... sucked... smsed my dear... play psp...

after class arh... took train with khairul, shermaine, qin yu, WC and sam...

alighted at tanah, den take to city hall... lawls=) nothing better to do... wait fer my dear wadds~

3 hour later... hahas stayed in e mrt fer 3 hours=) nvm... worth it.... at least get to see my dear wad rite!! went to novena there to eat sushi=) dear treat me worhhs@_@ hahas

ooh ya... i played her psp and unlocked WHITEBLUE@_@ the song i always wanted to unlock on my psp... lol... next time play hers le lar

den after dat went to the dunno wad place sia... dear and her frien go shop... yea... den actually wanna watch money nort enuf with miie dear but so late worhhs... so we went to pasta mania lor... ok.... something happened... damn funny lar.... we both laugh laugh laugh until wan die=)

her action so cute lor!!! hehe.... okae... im typing and laughin at e same time!!! lol lucky late at night... everyone sleeping... noone hears me laughing now=) otherwise ppl think my house got one crazy guy just come out from woodbridge...

den after dat send her home lorhhsss... until her stop there, we got down den can see e shadows~~

YA hahahahs=) so sleepy now... havent even done webp~~~ hehe im dead

nvm=) as long as i have my cresentia, i have only one fear.... the fear of losing her...

❤u my dear princess, cresentia..
every second of my life, i give u my heart<3

blogging

2008-08-04T21:30:00.004+08:00

OH heys ppl=) im not emo anymore kkaes=) dun nid worry bout me^^ im my normal self right now=) back to normal=) today was such a long day... morning woke up abit later~~~ den maths test... 12 marks out of 20 nia... den dcs anyhow do... haiz... webp i din even do lar!!!!!

haiz..... well.... i still feel good!!!! cuz i got such a loving girlfriend to support me all the way!!!! with her, i dun feel a single stress at all=) today i bought the famous amos cookies fer her=) the package is a tin box... den the picture is bear bear one=) i hope she'll like it=) hehe~~~

yesterday went to find her... at first b4 dat went with khairul and marcius go do pbl lar... den who knows the work taken away from the blackboard!!! wth lar... den fucking emo cuz i din do anything at all... wanted to watch the mummy e movie but only front row seats available.... felt so damn emo..... den i went to find my dearie=) see her ler arh, dunno y i suddenly feel all my stress and burdern gone!!! hahas<3 i love you my laopo, Cresentia=] went with her and her mummy and her bro go choose the new toilet and window style fer her house... den after dat went vivo.. she bought a key chain fer me=) damn nice lar!! hahas....

well, webp still not done yet~~~ oh shit... 10 pages... i still told cher sure can finish one!!! awwww.... bleahx..... i'll try to do it bahhs~~

oh ya the charlet... maybe i pay like 1 quarter of the amount... den the rest of u guys split the rest of the amount? im so generous so U GUYS MUZ COME!!! u can bring a few friends too, but not more den 3 ok? den can ask them pay abit also=) liddet sure can one!!! hahas!!! tell me whether u guys wan anot?? i volunteer to plan the charlet hor... nvr plan b4 so dun make my life hard=)

0oh i soo looking forward to tmr=) class fer 2 hours!!! den can see HER!!!!!! lol~ dunno y.... im crazy over my laopo^^

❤ u my dear princess=)

blogging

2008-08-02T23:42:00.002+08:00

i've changed.... the justin i used to be is gone..... i am no longer the crazy, funnie, happy go lucky, flirtie guy u guys have seen me as anymore......

i've changed.... maybe fer the better, or the worse...... no idea... but i hope i become better.....

this time, the feeling's different.... i am really so true to her.... u make me wanna work hard, grow taller, be a better man.....

i really dunno wad to do right nao.... haiz... my other half.... i dunno wadda do without u.... i just dunno....